Not pregnant

Jason and I tested yesterday and today, both of which were as negative as can be. Yesterday was 10dp5dt, or 15dpo, so we are confident in the results. (Especially after today's as well.) I'm calling Kim to try to get my beta moved to today or tomorrow to confirm and end this nightmare.

We are heartbroken, devastated, bitter, angry - any emotion that makes you either want to break something or stay in bed for a long time.

I have not thought ahead, other than just to get through today.