Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Here we go again

I started my period today, and just scheduled my ultrasound for tomorrow at 11:30. Please, please, please let the cyst be gone.

On one of my message boards last night, someone posted that they had just gotten this necklace:



The verbage on the card is retarded, but the idea behind the necklace is sort of cool and they have them for all sorts of "wishes." The little heart is on a silk thread, which is designed to wear off and break with constant wear. When that happens your wish is supposed to come true. Not that I completely believe in that, but I did think about getting it. Except that then I realized that I almost would feel like I'm saying that I do expect it to take awhile still if I buy it. Because it would take a few weeks to get here and then who knows how long to break. I want to find out I'm PG 4 weeks from now though. So even though I don't believe in that stuff, I still have decided not to buy it because I feel like I'd be jinxing myself. Yes, I'm an idiot.

That does remind me though - I can't remember if I've shown you all my bracelet. It's called the Angie Fertility bracelet (named after someone on one of my message boards) and there are about 200 of us now that have them. Mostly I wear it because I think it's pretty, but I also think it's neat how all of the stones represent different things.

Rose Quartz - is a delicate pink stone connected to love and serenity. It is known as a healing, protecting stone, said to help mend a broken heart. It is also said that Rose Quartz is a fertility stone, and a protector during pregnancy and childbirth.
Citrine - Symbols of Citrine are prevalent because of its popularity. For example, the 13th year wedding anniversary is represented by Citrine. Some have considered citrine to symbolize lightheartedness, hope and joy. In ancient times, people carried Citrine for protection. It was one of the stones on the breastplates of high priests of old. Its lore also says that it enhances mental clarity.
Pink Tourmaline - is both a protection stone and a stone associated with love. It is also said to be a regulator and protector of the female system, as well as a very protective stone during pregnancy and childbirth.
Amethyst - comes from the Greek "amethystus" meaning not drunken. The origin of this name resides with the god Dionysus and the goddess Diana. Dionysus, the god of wine, celebration, and intoxication, found insult by a mortal who had refused to acknowledge him. Enraged, Dionysus vowed to unleash his fury upon all mortals who did not partake in his gifts of wine and drunkenness. Straightaway, he spotted a young maiden named Amethyst who was pure and unfamiliar with drunkenness. The unsuspecting young virgin, who was on her way to pay homage to the goddess Diana, was captured by the wrathful god. Dionysus summoned two tigers to devour the young Amethyst and sat back with his wine to watch. Amethyst cried out to Diana. When Diana saw what was about to transpire she quickly transformed the young maiden into a glimmering white stone of Quartz to protect her from the wrath of Dionysus. Suddenly, moved with pity, Dionysus realized the viciousness of his actions and began to weep with remorse. As the tears dripped into his goblet, Dionysus collapsed and the tear-tainted wine flowed from the tipped cup onto the stone. The white stone absorbed the color from the wine, creating the stone we now call Amethyst. A symbol of sincerity and stability, the unique purple shades of Amethyst have been declared the "Rose de France". Shades of the color purple serve as a symbol for royalty. Amethyst has been known to adorn the crowns, rings, collars, bracelets, necklaces, hairpieces, earrings, staffs, thrones and other items belonging to powerful monarchs. Its calming qualities endow it with the soothing effects it has over those who suffer from addictions. As a stone of great healing and meditative powers, Amethyst is a purifier as well as a mediator of energies of the mind, body, and spirit. It is considered the stone of sobriety.

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