Argh.

I’m 13dpiui, and I really don’t think I’m pregnant (even posted an official BFN below.) I think I’ll be ok if I’m not – I just want to know. Sure I’ll be upset but I think I’ll avoid the mental breakdown that I had last month. I’m not expecting to be pregnant anyways. Not that I was last month either, but I just feel like I’m in a better place now.

So, my morning:

My temps – I feel like by now they are normally on their way down. (Although this is my first Femera month, so maybe things will act different.) If you look at my chart, this morning’s was a little bit lower – but I woke up an hour and 35 minutes earlier than I normally do to pee. If you use the temp adjustor on FF, it tells me that my temp actually would have been 98.19 at the normal time, which is obviously going up. I don’t completely trust that though, so I really have no idea. Frankly if I knew for sure that’s what it would have been, you’d be talking me down off of a ledge right now. It just figures that one morning that I really want to know what my temp would be, I wake up early.

I then decided to take a pregnancy test. Took it – it was negative. Didn’t even cry – just accepted it and went back to bed. When I woke up later I realized that I took the wrong damn test. I meant to buy the First Response Early Result, and instead bought the Rapid Result. That one doesn’t apparently work until after you miss your period. www.peeonastick.com doesn’t list that one’s sensitivity, but google has told me that it’s 100! So at 13dpiui I doubt it would have given me a positive anyways.

So then I decided to use the Clear Blue Easy Digital that I have – it says it can detect a few days early. I’ve avoided that one because I didn’t want to see NOT PREGNANT, but I just really wanted an answer this morning so I decided it was worth it. So, I pee on the stick and wait the 3 minutes while the little hour glass is flashing. And then ….. a freaking blank screen!!! The damn thing errored on me!

Like I said, I really don’t think I’m pregnant, but I just want to know – I hate being in limbo!