On to the next step

We start stims tonight!

I stopped birth control on Thursday, started my period yesterday, stopped the Lupron this morning**, and start stims tonight. I had an u/s and b/w this morning and aside from an u/s machine malfunction, all went well. (They eventually had to do the u/s where they do the PG ladies, so that was loads of fun. Obviously nothing against PG ladies at all, but it sucked waiting with a bunch of women who were super excited to see their babies on screen.)

All in all, I'm feeling ok, although things sort of turned crummy this weekend. I was PMSing big time on Saturday and was very bitchy/irritable and kept picking fights with Jason. Then yesterday afternoon I had one of the worst headaches I can remember having. I also started to feel nauseaus and have had to run to the bathroom numerous times. I don't think any of that is related to TTC, just some sort of stomach bug. Luckily some immodium is helping a little bit.

**Stopping the Lupron is probaby what makes me most nervous. From what I've read, it keeps you from ovulating early. They're concerned that it will keep me too suppressed though, so they're completely taking me off of it. I keep expressing that I'm worried about ovulating early but they don't seem to think I'll have that issue. I understand where they're coming from - my LH never seems to want to do what it's supposed to and I have to trigger to O (or I'll O late and have post mature eggs) but what if this month is different??? I'm trying so hard to "relax" and trust my doctor.

Anyways, I'm home from work today and laying in bed, where the bathroom is just a few steps away. I'm hoping this stomach thing goes away soon!