Thursday, November 13, 2008

Triggering tonight - feel like it's such a waste

Kim called and my E2 is now 687. They think that I should go ahead and trigger tonight, with the ER on Saturday. Obviously I'm always a crappy responder, but this is probably the best I've ever had. I just feel like it's such a waste. I felt like I should stim again tonight and in the morning (I do the shots 2x day) and see where we're at. My E2 went up from 253 to 687 over the last 2 days so they feel like this shows that the 2 18's are really good. They think that if they wait another day we run the risk of those 18's ending up post mature and there is no guarantee that the others will mature. And I could ovulate on my own. In the next breath though they tell me that those 14's could catch up by Saturday and not to count them out.

I keep getting the quality vs quantity speech. She said they just don't know that I'll ever respond much better than this, they think that the 18's are really good ones, and that doing this will tell us so much more than what we already know. Seems like an awfully expensive diagnostic test.

I'm just so upset and frustrated. I wanted to be excited when we got to our ER, but I just feel like it's a waste and we won't get anything out of it. This sucks.

3 comments:

Megan said...

I just want to say, that I appreciate these updates and that I don't have to feel like I'm bothering you to ask. Thank you for sharing these difficult moments with us.

Chrissi said...

I'm holding my breath for you!

Anonymous said...

Sending my love.