CD1 .... I think

Before all of this started, I never thought I'd spend so much time staring at toilet paper, trying to decide if I had in fact started, or if it was just spotting. Who would have thought it would be such a big deal? (After much deliberation, I have decided it was just spotting until about 7pm tonight. For now I will mark today, CD1. They may decide to make that tomorrow, since it was later in the day that I started.)

Then again, I also never thought I'd spend so much time around O time, trying to decide if my cervical mucus was sticky, creamy, wet, or the elusive "egg white cervical mucus." Sort of funny story about that (and maybe one I've already told?) - one month I sat on the toilet, the "Taking Charge of Your Fertility" book in one hand for reference, and in the other trying to determine if my mucus was in fact, stretching. I even called Jason in to inspect it as well - we decided at that particular time that it was more sticky, not egg white stretchy. And then we burst out laughing that we were even looking that closely at it. Hey, I've got to find humor in this somewhere, right?

Anyways, I'll be calling Kim tomorrow, but I figure I'll be going in Friday or Saturday for an u/s. I don't know what our plan is for this cycle yet, but I've already told them that I won't be doing Clomid again.