Weekend updates

First off, no I'm not feeling optimistic, and no, I don't know when/if I'll test. AF should be here by Wednesday or Thursday so I might just wait until then - I'm tired of seeing stark white pregnancy tests. I might decide to test before then just so I can call my other doctor about the never ending cough.

Ok, onto the weekend.

Friday - I went to pottery barn kids website and found out that the baby girl bedding that I've been in love with for a long time, is being discontinued. A small thing to most probably, and there are other beddings out there, but I was pretty crushed and sat at my desk and cried. I'm still half tempted to buy it now (it's on sale after all) and sell it on Ebay if I don't need it. Luckily the boy bedding that I want is still available - otherwise I'd be considering buying both! I know there are others out there, but I've been out there shopping for shower gifts, etc and just haven't seen many others that I love as much.

Saturday - we had a baby shower to go to. I was fine buying the gifts for it that morning and I was fine playing the games (even the one where we had to guess how big around Kim was - that one is so focused on pregnancy that I thought I'd have a hard time with it.) Up until the gifts I never even really thought about being upset. I made it through the end of the second gift, when she pulled out a pair of baby booties. At that point I had to get up and leave the room. Thankfully all of the guys were outside playing cornhole, etc so I went out and hung out with them. By the time I got out there I was crying, but I don't really think anyone besides Jason knew.

Sunday - overall just a bad day, for obvious reasons.

So that was my weekend. I'll keep you updated on this week, if there is anything worthy of blogging.