Easter weekend update

No real news to report - just that I’m confused in a major way. I started temping after the IUI, because I like the temp drop warning before AF. My post O temps have been so low compared to what they usually are. I’m guessing it has something to do with the injectables, but who knows. Anyways, Friday morning it went down and hit 97.7 which is usually the kiss of death. I got really upset and did my “grieving” then. I’ve also felt a bit crampy since then. Instead of continuing to drop though, it stuck around the same temps all weekend. I felt like absolute crap yesterday – really nauseas and achy all over. My temp in the afternoon (regular thermometer) was 99.7 so I figured I had some sort of stomach flu. Then when I went to the bathroom right before I went to bed, I wiped and it was brownish. So I knew AF was starting, put a tampon in, and got upset all over again. The confusing part is that this morning my temp went UP (granted, still not in the 98s, but it went up), and when I took the tampon out there wasn’t much on there at all. Oh, and I still feel really sick (actually I'm at home typing this - sick day), but checked with the regular thermometer this morning and no fever.

So now I don’t know. I’m just so emotionally exhausted and feel like someone is playing a mean trick on me. Between Friday am and last night with the spotting, I accepted that I’m not PG. I got really upset and then was ready to move onto next cycle. And now since things aren’t following the usual pattern I’m thinking “maybe, just maybe” again. Although you know as soon as I type that, I’m going to go to the bathroom and notice that I’ve full flowed started. Doesn’t it always work like that?

So in conclusion, I'm 87.3% sure that AF is almost here. Technically I've got another 2-3 days before I'd usually expect it though. Will keep you updated ...